a much needed update
Sep. 2nd, 2009 | 12:07 am
location: living room
mood:
meh
music: the TV
long time no write. So I finished my first year of college. It was a great experience. Well Now I'm single again too. That is a whole other story in itself. Well I'm back home for the summer. It's been good. got to see a lot of old friends. Met some new friends as well :) found out who my true friends were too. i have been working a lot as well. got my tonsils out about 2 weeks ago. Still in pain from that but hey at least I won't get sick so much now :)
I went to the Bahamas for ten days as well. That was a BLAST i learned how to play dominoes and learned what it is like to be a minority. I was fun. All of the women I met wanted to marry me off to their sons haha. I went to church 4 times when i was there. That was new experience. it was soo intense. i t actually got me thinking about things in my own life.
I go back to LA next month. I'm excited to start my second year at school. I miss it haha. I get to take Tap class next semester. I'm stoked!
I can't wait for the season premiere of GLEE next week!! and the new episode of NCIS to start. i have become pretty obsessed with it
Another new thing is I'm trying to grow my hair out...It is getting so long I just want to cut it off but I promised myself to grow it out. Maybe i can get better parts in my acting class :)
Well that's all I have for now. see ya next time
peace!
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update
Mar. 9th, 2009 | 09:22 pm
location: my apartment
music: Repo! The Genetic opera
Im in college now!! I go to the American Musical and Dramatic academy. i love it here I get to act sing and dance every day!!! I love it!! My Musical Theatre Performance teacher-Kevin Owers- IS DANIEL RADCLIFFE'S GODFATHER FOR REAL!
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WOOOOH!!!
Mar. 27th, 2008 | 07:02 am
location: school
mood:
excited
music: the used(in my head)
another roadtrip!!! ^_^
Im soo happy I get to see D'espairs Ray, MUCC, and a bunch of other bands but YAY!!!! finally Jrock is taking over......THE WORLD!!!!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*hackcough*
alrighty i am done now!
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Teh FUUCY!
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Oct. 11th, 2007 | 01:19 pm
location: School
mood:
peaceful
music: none
I wrote this today in class...its not that good but yeah... here it goes.
A creature in the distance
getting closer and closer
I run and run
It gets closer
How far can I go?
Running Running
I stop
The creature still gets closer
Dark and wraith like
It moves towards me
Heart thumping and blood rushing
I Freeze
Hooded, The creature stops infront of me
My face white, Frozen with horror
It reaches out to me
A boney finger touches my cheek
Cold as ice, and hard as stone
Yet as it leaves its finger on my cheek
I being to relax
It steps closer, I stiffen
Its whole hand on my cheek now
Still as cold as ice and hard as stone
It steps closer again
Its eye look into mine
Red
Looking in them I see
Dread, Hatred, Sorrow, Longing
...love?
Looking at me with those eyes
I begin to weep
My body trembles and my knees give way
I am on my knees crying
Crying for the creature
The creature kneels beside me
Lowering the hood I notice
This is no creature
This is a God
It must be!
His face is a as pale as the moon
More beloved looking than Aphrodite herself
Crimson red eys
Hair the colour of the night
Beautiful.
I weep for him and he looks at me
with compassion
He embraces me as I weep
He weeps with me
but he does not weep with sorrow
He weeps with happiness
He smiles and lifts my head to meet his eyes
Hiccuping I stifle my tears
"Do not weep child for I have come for you"
His voice like velvet
stuck in his eyes
I am mesmorized
Lifting me into his arms
He carries me away.
so thats what I have. Its not great but I would like to hear some feed back on it if you want to I would love to know what you think of it.
Thanks!!!
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Teh FUUCY!
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Update...
Oct. 1st, 2007 | 01:23 pm
location: School
mood:
cold
music: people talking
My legs and thighs hurt soo much XD
Homecoming was on Saturday and I danced my heart out. I had a wonderful time ^_^
Thanks to all of my friends I had a blast. I danced, danced, oh, did I mention I danced...haha...Im such a nerd. Well Yeah.
Life right now is good. I got to make ammends over the weekend with people and Im glad about that. My sister is finally in Highschool and just I thought. ALL of the guys are pouring all over her. Big surprise there....not. But Im glad that she is fitting in. she has amde friends that are good to her and I wish her the best.
Now I have to find out where I can get my Halloween costume Im still not sure of what I want to be. I have a few options. 1. Penny Pinklton(sp) from Hairspray, 2. Soemthing kool and 3. Somehting kool haha
HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS THIS WEEKEND WITH BATTY!!! WOOOOH!! colour me excited ^_______^
I have a feeling I am going to end up crying. I get scared WAY to easily.
But I guess tis is my update for now
LOVE TO ALL!!!!
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Teh FUUCY!
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Jul. 29th, 2007 | 06:36 pm
mood:
stressed
music: tv in the family room
Things arent looking so swell for my family right now and it really sucks. My little Sisters sugery went very well so thats a plus. But now we are dealing with bills bills bills. It sucks. Just last week my dads transmition blew in his truck and it going to cost us $2400. My parents are going to have to take a loan out on the house and get a 2nd mortgage. Things arent getting better for me for some reason. Im scared for school this year because I am going to be a senior but I have a feeling this year isnt going to be the same. It makes me sad. I feel like I am falling behind. I feel like I am disapointing my friends...one in particular. She means the world to me and I feel like I am letting her down and being a horrible friend. I just hope we can stay as close as we were and if she reads this I hope she knows how much I love her and how much of an idiot I am. I feel like I have become someone Im not latley and Im falling out of touch with the things I love. I love my music and it feels like it is being ripped away from me bit by bit...I DONT WANT IT TO!!! I love my music and I dont want to lose it and I feell like if I lose I wont be able to function anymore. Ive been working alot latley aswell and I have been under alot pressure with that because It seems like everything I do latley at work I get in trouble for it. Im tired all the time and Im stressed and all that crap. I wish I could just be me again. What's Happening to me? Now I cant go visit my friend because I have to save up money for my back to school stuff. I feel horrible for canceling. Why is this year going so bad. I think the best thing that has happened to me this year was the Dir en grey concert. And I went with one of the greatest people in the world. I relive it everyday and just with I could turn back time and do it again and be able to change my future by chaging things in the past. But I cant I must live with right now and cope with everything that is happening.
Well that is about it for now....
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update
Mar. 2nd, 2007 | 06:57 am
mood:
blah
music: Teh KOOKS
I guess Its time for me to update on my life.
Well There really isnt much going on. Opera is going well We sound reall good. I Love my bf with all my heart. School is going ok but I keep missing school because I keep getting sick. My mum is getting this surgery done in her ear today because she has an infection in it that wont go away and she doesnt want to end up back in the hospital. My Dad is in good health...like always. Amy is...Amy no other way to put it. and Emily she is good she is getting her knee surgery done this year...so I hope all goes well on that it sux that she wont have a summer though because It is a 6wekk recovery and the doctors have to assholes and make get the operation before summer...so now she wont be able to get a summer...douche bags....
MY FRIENDS ARE AMAZING!!!
aka BATTY!! I am SO glad I met her I dont know what I would have done without her this year. She is such a good friend and is always there! When we wnet to the Dir en grey concert...I couldnt have gone with anyone better. She is my equal. ^_^
soooo...thats about my update for now tune in next time...=p
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Teh FUUCY!
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OMG!!!!
Feb. 23rd, 2007 | 09:59 am
location: SCTI
music: none
YAY!!!
HI!! IM ALIVE!!! XD
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UPDATE!!!!
Mar. 15th, 2006 | 08:04 am
mood: akward
music: april
CRAZY!!!
I am talking to LUNA on the phone!!!!
LUNA ish the koolest girl I met at Jacon last year!!!
WOOT!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Ja bai bai FOR NOW!!!!!!
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The FUUCY!!!
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FUCK!!!!
Feb. 5th, 2006 | 10:47 am
mood:
pissed off
music: T.M. Revolution
I ALWAYS END UP DOING SOMETHING WRONG!!!!!!!!!
CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!!!
GGGGAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK ALL OF THIS!!!!!!!!!
KILL ME!!!!!!!!
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Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 03:22 pm
mood:
blah
music: speed master by none other than gack














MUST LOVE THE GACKT!!!!!!!!!
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PICTURES!!!
Sep. 7th, 2005 | 10:06 pm
mood:
blah
music: careless whisper redone by hyde





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Aug. 30th, 2005 | 09:57 pm
mood:
chipper
music: Love is... (by a japanese boy band called W-inds)
Well Ja bai bai for now, This will probably my update for a while ^_^
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Appy
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May. 7th, 2005 | 01:30 pm
mood:
JUMPY
music: BoA- Valenti
1 4M 7H3 L337 M4573R!!!!! MW4H4H4H4H4H4H4H4H4H4H4
1 4M 601N6 70 WR173 7H15 WH0L3 UPD473 1N L337!!!!!! F1RS7 0FF 1 7RYED 0U7 F0R DRUM M4J0R Y3573RD4Y 4ND 1 SCR3W3D UP M4J0RLY!!!!! 1 F33L H0RR1BL3!!!!!!
0 W3LL 0N 70 07H3R N3W5..........<.<............>.>........
64H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
J4 B41 B41!!!!!
<3,
4PPY-CH4N
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Mar. 20th, 2005 | 09:50 am
mood:
weird
music: gackt
On a brighter note....................WE GOT FIRST PLACE IN COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!
CHAMPIONSHIPS ARE ONLY 2 WEEKS AWAY!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT IM SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!
WELL JA BAI BAI <3,
Appy-jun (Lucy)
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Feb. 28th, 2005 | 08:00 pm
mood:
crazy
music: stuff
Well, I went to Megacon with Ai-kun, I wor a really kool dress and fishnet leggings and my black boots... We got two whole cameras worth of pictures the first day! some one called me seven from team seven (lol)and i got a hug from him. I got a pin for Thivy, Kyo.....i bought it from Ai (i was desperate)
I got myself a hitai-ate.....its cheesy and made totally of some kinda fabric...but it's ok! XD
Then some good pocky and japanese soda...and really good gack cd ^^
I also got myself a supah sexy pin......that's right, it's a pin of Vash...... ~<3
Lesse.....also a little Hokage figurine, it was of haku...he's supah cooliez.......just cause I gots him! XD
Anyway, after we shopped, we saw this Dark cosplayer and we played twister! I PLAYED TWISTER WITH DARK!!!!!!! XD
Then we played the arm game..........it was SOOOOO great! X3
Then we played twister summore.....Dark KEPT winning. XD
Then AI and I got handcuffed to Dark and AI said something and we became "Dark the pimp and his Ninja Bitches". EE! I was hancuffed to Dark! <3
Then these two guys played twister and got into some REALLY sugguestive positions... o-o
.....we got tons of pics!! XD XD
Then this one dude came by and was giving out hickeys for a dollar...one girl got one and it was so funny cause he actually did it! x-x
I gave him some pocky so i got a kiss (on the lips)
then he crawled over to me and started kising my neck(it felt weird)
So we hung out with everyone in out little corner... Oscar tpuched my boob!!!!!... --;
Then when we went home... oscar gave me his number and goodbye kiss (what a man whore)I was so tired I fell asleep so early...
-snore-
Then the NEXT day... We did a little more shopping and went to the Psycho la Cemu concert...I have NEVER seen a live J-rock band...it was AWESOME!!!!! o-o
Daishi is so cute! And Aya is pretty! And Seek is so effin cool! and Yura has to be my fav member of the band! I found out when i got Home that all of the are guys.... I TOLD YOU AI!!!!!!! Then we kinda just hung out after the concert...
I hugged alot of people, Vash, Dark, Kakashi, Jack Sparrow, it was really cool..... The Jack sparrow cosplayer was PERFECT!!!!!!! I have NEVER seen a better cosplay! we were sistting down and I HEAar Ai go OH MY ORE!!! i look up and this guy looks exactley i mean EXACTLEY like Jack Sparrow!! i ran over to him and asked for hug and he gave me this big hug by picking me up off the ground. *-*
He posed for like 12 pics with me and AI!
-blushes and dies-
Well.......later!
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Feb. 6th, 2005 | 05:53 pm
mood:
optimistic
music: LA DI DA DI DA
YOU'RE MY BITCH AND YOU'RE MY BITCH! HEY! FUCK YOU TEACHER YEAH THAT DRAWING SUCKS!!
OH MY GOD WE'RE LIKE...100 ROOMS THE WRONG FLOOR!
YOU DUMB SHIT! THIS IS ROOM 201.
CAN WE GO TO CLASS NOW!
THE DOORS LOCKED!! KICK IT IN!!
CHECK THIS SHIT OUT MOFOS!!
OH NO! THIS DOOR'S MINE!!!
WHO WANTS SOME BEEF JERKY!!
ALRIGHT EVERYBODY I'M GOING TO TEACH YOU HOW TO MAKE..... THE PERFECT OMLET.
COOK! I CAN'T COOK I HAVE 2 LEFT FEET!!
THE ANTICHRIST IS COMING!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
WELL I'VE HAD ENOUGH FUN FOR ONE DAY.
JA BAI BAI!!!!!
<3,
APPY-CHAN
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Nov. 16th, 2004 | 09:01 pm
mood:
anxious
music: NONE
BYE BYE <3
LUCY
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Oct. 26th, 2004 | 09:41 pm
mood:
weird
music: none
I am verrrryyyyy sssssooooorrrryyyyy. I Love you all!!!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxxo,
Lucy (apparaina)
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Sep. 24th, 2004 | 04:14 pm
<3,
Lucy
